• Michelle Zunter

What I'm Giving Up This Mother's Day



For mother’s day this year, I know I will be getting things. I will probably get a sweet card, a thoughtful gift, or even breakfast in bed. Those things are wonderful and I am grateful for every show of appreciation I receive.

However, this Mother's Day I've decided I'm going to focus on what I'm giving up as opposed to what I'm getting.

This mother’s day I’m giving up all of the things that clutter my mind and emotions. Things I need to eradicate in order to be the best version of myself which, in turn, means being a more engaged mother.

I’m giving up the negative narrative and gifting myself permission to let go of the toxic thoughts inside my own head. The thoughts that tell me, “I’m not good enough,” or, “I’m a bad mom.” That ugly, self-defeating banter that plays out in my head when I’m feeling low or I feel I’ve screwed up in some way.

I’m giving up the never-ending battle of comparison with other moms. I’m embracing the concept of knowing that I’m doing the best I can for my family with the knowledge and experience that I have so far.

Thus, I’m letting go of those frustrating parts of my life that I constantly stress out about. I’m curling my arms more deeply around the things that I can control and improve on.

I’m also ending all guilt trips. There will be no more flights leaving for that destination. I’m letting go of needing permission from anyone as to how my family should function or how I should live my life. I’m not going to let the burden of other people’s opinions throw me down a pit of guilt and shame.

If my husband and I want to make decisions about our children or ourselves that others don’t approve of — so be it. I’m confident enough to make decisions by myself or with my partner and I’m capable of eating the failures that will inevitably come with some of those decisions.

The people-pleasing will be taking a backseat as well this year. As much as I strive to make everyone in my house and in my extended family happy — I’ve learned a great deal about my emotional limits recently and how I can no longer stretch myself as thin as I used to.

People-pleasing can become like a disease. If I’m saying no to something, it’s because I know that I need to. Being a mother is not just about giving. It’s about knowing how to create individual boundaries for myself and for others within my own household.

I’m also ending my war with dinnertime. I don’t like cooking dinner very much but I do it for my family so that they don’t starve. But you know what?? I’ve discovered that my family doesn't actually think it’s as big of a deal as I do. In fact, I’m now sure it’s only me freaking out about what to make for dinner every night.

The kids may not adore what I put on the table for dinner some nights but I’m confident that they love how I’m there for them every single day. I know they appreciate that I pick them up from school, that I listen to their problems, and that I talk to them about their day.

It’s great to get flowers or a meal out to be appreciated as a mom on Mother's Day. But I think that giving up the unhealthy and toxic aspects of my life will do far more for me as a human being, woman, wife, and mother.

You know that saying, “If mama ain’t happy, ain’t nobody’s happy.”?

Well, it’s true.

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